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Temptation Virtual Book Tour

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Contemporary Romance

Date Published: 8/17/2021

 

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I’ve sworn off men forever

 

Okay, not forever but for a few months.

After my last hook up, my vag needs a reset

the last man to touch me broke it in the worst of ways.

Not a problem,

until my new dance partner comes into the picture.

He’s turning into my forbidden fruit,

tempting me in ways I didn’t know possible.

 

I have three months of celibacy ahead of me

and eight weeks to whip my new dance partner into shape.

 

Someone save me.

 

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EXCERPT

Carter drops his arms but takes my hand. The little squeeze he gives shoots a bolt of lightning straight to my vag. Forgive me, Grams! 

I cross my legs because I am not an uncivilized cavewoman. I can control the urge to rip his clothes off. I can! 

“Grams would probably die if she saw how hot you’ve gotten.”

Carter’s lips lift in the corners. He drops my hand and reaches for his beer. No more than five seconds pass between the time his skin leaves mine to when he opens his mouth to speak again, but I feel every pound of my heart and every ounce of nervous adrenaline pumping through my veins. 

Making my intent to fuck known to a stranger is easy. But telling Carter… the guy I never saw myself lusting for, the guy who dried my tears when Jimmy Dumont—my high school boyfriend—cheated on me, the guy who rode his bike to the CVS when I got my first period to get me tampons in the sixth-grade… This takes nerve racking to a new level.

“Avery Andrioli thinks I’m hot.” He smirks.

My cheeks flush an embarrassing shade of red, but I hold his gaze. I’m not the same meek girl in high school who shied away from life. New York hardened me, shaped me into the woman I am today, and this girl knows what she wants. 

I’m not leaving until I get it. 

I lean forward and slide my hand up Carter’s thigh. If he’s surprised by my advance, he hides it well, holding that irritatingly sexy smirk along with my gaze. “I think you and I could have some fun tonight, if you can handle me.”

Carter chuckles and shifts to pull his wallet out of his back pocket. He drops a fifty-dollar-bill on the counter, almost double what our drinks cost.  

He tangles his fingers with mine and leads me outside. Once we’re outside, Carter pins me up against the wall and presses his mouth mine, his tongue moving with expert precision, turning me into a wet mess. 

Carter grips my thighs and lifts me. I wrap my legs around him instinctively, the bulge I speculated about presses against my center through his jeans. I rock my hips, moaning into his mouth while his fingers pull at my roots. 

If I wasn’t so lost in his kiss, I’d be embarrassed at how close I am to coming from a little lap love and lip-locking. Dear God, I hope Carter is as good in bed as he is at kissing.

 

The world spins behind closed lids. It’s a good spin, unrelated to the alcohol I drank. I peek one eye open and run my hand down the center of his thigh. “How tired are you?” 

Carter’s eyebrows shoot up. This is a bad idea, but I don’t care. If I regret it in the morning, I’ll blame the alcohol, but tonight I want to have fun. 

“Suddenly, I’m feeling wide awake.” He turns his head, looking into my eyes, and cups my cheek. 

I lean into his hand, so big and strong.  

“I thought you just wanted to be friends?” he whispers, his nose brushing against my other cheek. 

“Not tonight,” I tell him truthfully. Celibacy be damned, I want to feel Carter between my legs. I have a gut feeling that this time will be worlds better than the last. “Tonight, I wanna be just you and me. Whatever else we are is fine too.”

“Perfect.” He presses his mouth against mine. I fall into his lips, that tongue making my insides melt.

“Whoo, hooo! Get it girl!” Benny yells and I swear I could throat punch him.

Carter laughs and pulls back resting his forehead against mine. “Maybe we can finish this in the room tonight.” 

“Yes!” I say, not at all embarrassed by my enthusiasm. “Definitely.”

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Bailey B

Bailey B is an up and coming New Adult author. She lives in Lehigh Acres
Florida with her husband, twin girls, and two fur babies. She enjoys (but
doesn’t get to take part in because of her crazy daughters) the simple
things like Disney+ binge watching, Netflix romcoms, reading and sleeping.
She reads two to three books a week and thinks if narwhal’s are real animals
then unicorns might be too.

 

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The Eagle’s Lady Virtual Book Tour

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Historical Romance / Fantasy Romance

 

Publisher: DCL Publications

Date Published:10-22-2021

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Son of an impoverished, dying chieftain, Ari raided for booty and slaves so he could feed his people. He was a heathen, probably a murderer, and it was a sin to lie with him.

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Ari closed and bolted the door behind them as he usually did when they slept, but Maeve knew they would not be sleeping in the broad light of day, such as it ever was in the longhouse. By the light of the lamp, she watched him draw a square white cloth and a rare, expensive silk pouch from the cubbyhole where he kept clothes. It reminded her of the sunstone he had used on the ship, but she knew this was something entirely different.

Ari looked distant, hardly aware of her. Unfolding the cloth before the hearth, he laid it in a square, then shook the contents of the pouch gingerly onto it. A handful of fired clay tablets tumbled out with a tiny clinking noise. They bore markings that reminded her of chicken legs—scratchy, scrawling marks nothing like the figures Brother Ambrose had shown her on a manuscript.

The tablets that fell face down he ignored. From the others, he selected three, leaving others scattered randomly below them.

“This I cannot well explain to you,” he said, finally acknowledging her silent presence. “My father was many years teaching me to read the runes.” He frowned at the tablets. “These three show the past, the present and the future, but incompletely. The others help to show the wyrd—the path.”

“Path?”

He smiled, a little grimly. “My fate, perhaps. Only the Norns can say.”

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Miriam Newman


Hailing from Pennsylvania, Miriam Newman has developed a prolific writing career that began in her twenties, although she published her very first novel some time later in 2009. She was published in poetry before catching the romance writing bug. Fantasy poetry driven by myths and legends has been her passion for as long as she can remember and she brings that background to her writing, along with a lifelong addiction to horses, an 18 year career in various areas of psychiatric social services, and many trips to Ireland, where she nurtures her muse. Her published works range from contemporary fantasy romance to fantasy historical, futuristic, science fiction and historical romance. It was in Ireland that she wrote The King’s Daughter. Ireland is her favorite place in this world. “I connect there with something I can’t even explain,” she says fondly.

Miriam spent many years working in Social Services, and after retirement, she found herself working part-time in local government. Currently, she lives in rural Pennsylvania with a “motley crew” of rescue animals. Her passion for animal rescue and fostering has included a number of fur babies, from horses to dogs to a pig that appeared on her porch one morning. Also a lover of great books, the one that she finds most responsible for her venture into fantasy and recommends is The Once and Future King by T.H. White.

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Mr. Dale and The Divorcée Virtual Book Tour

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The Brazen Beauties, Book 1

Regency Romance, Historical Romance

 

Date Published: November 23, 2021

He’s a respectable barrister…

She’s the most scandalous woman in England…

Wilhelmina Hewitt knows she’s in for a rough ride when she agrees to help her husband get a divorce. Nothing, however, prepares her for the regret of meeting Mr. Dale on the eve of her downfall. No other man has ever sent her heart racing as he does. Unfortunately, while she’ll soon be free to engage in a new relationship, no upstanding gentleman will have her.

James Dale would never pursue another man’s wife. Or a woman reputed to be a deceitful adulteress. Furious with himself for letting the lovely Mrs. Hewitt charm him, he strives to keep his distance. But when her daughter elopes with his son, they’re forced into a partnership where passion ignites. And James soon wonders if there might be more to the divorcée than meets the eye.

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Chapter One

London, 1818

It was horribly hard for Wilhelmina Hewitt to find the words she needed to start this discussion. But after all her husband, George, had done for her, she felt it her duty now to help him as best she could. Even if the subject she wished to broach would probably shock him. 

“Would you like a brandy?” he offered, the gentle sound of his voice conveying the warmth and consideration he’d always shown her.

Her resolve – the complete lack of nervousness she experienced in spite of her decision – surprised Wilhelmina. Instead of panic, an extraordinary sense of calm overcame her. She knew she was making the right choice, no matter how much it was destined to upend her life.

She considered her husband with deliberate practicality. The man she’d married twenty years earlier when she’d been eighteen and pregnant reclined in the armchair opposite hers, his gaze expectant. Their fathers had been like brothers. They’d attended the same schools, had fought side by side in the American War of Independence, and had later perished together at sea. 

Wilhelmina and George had both been ten years old when news of their fathers’ deaths had arrived. With their properties less than one mile apart, they’d quickly found solace in each other. As one would expect, the incident had deepened the bond they’d already shared since birth. So when Wilhelmina faced the greatest ordeal of her life eight years later, George hadn’t hesitated for a second. Having recently been denied the woman he loved, he’d insisted he’d never want to wed another. So he’d chosen to protect Wilhelmina instead. George had, she acknowledged, sacrificed more for her than what was fair. It was time she returned the favor.

Deciding to be direct, she cleared her throat. “I think we ought to get a divorce.”

George’s eyes widened. He stared at her as if she were mad. “I beg your pardon?”

Wilhelmina took a deep breath. “How long have you and Fiona been seeing each other?”

His gaze slid away from hers as his cheeks grew ruddy. “You know the answer to that.”

“By my estimation it’s almost exactly two years. Two years of pretending Fiona is my dearest friend – that it is me she comes to see thrice a week, not you.” The lovely widow, ten years George’s junior, had caught his attention one evening at Almack’s. The two had struck up a conversation, which had led to a dance. When subsequent run-ins with Fiona had increased George’s interest in her, Wilhelmina had decided to step in and help the pair. By covering for them, she’d allowed them to conduct their affair in private and without scrutiny. 

It was, she realized, an unconventional arrangement. But then again, her entire marriage was far from ordinary. The one and only attempt she and George had made to consummate their union turned out to be a spectacular failure. Bedding each other had been impossible due to their being like brother and sister and, Wilhelmina admitted, due to her own aversion for the act itself. So she’d happily encouraged George to pursue such relationships elsewhere in the years since.

“I’m sorry. I did not realize you were opposed to our meetings. You never—”

“George.” Wilhelmina gave her husband a reassuring smile. “I believe you’ve misunderstood my reason for suggesting a divorce. It is not because I’m offended or upset by the relationship you and Fiona enjoy, but rather because I believe you have fallen in love with her and she with you.”

He sat utterly motionless for a moment, then finally nodded. They’d always been frank with each other. “You’re correct, but divorce is not the answer, Mina. It would be public and messy. Our reputations would be destroyed in the process – yours especially.”

Bolstering herself against the truth of his words, she shrugged one shoulder. “I’ll manage.”

“No.” He shook his head. “I won’t have that on my conscience.”

She stood and went to crouch before him. Her hand clasped his. A pair of dark brown eyes filled with concern met hers. “You gave up on love for me once – on starting a family of your own. Please, allow me to return the enormous favor you did me when you decided to save me from ruin and Cynthia from illegitimacy.”

“Ah, but I did marry for love, Mina.”

“I know, but not in the way you should have.”

“If you think I have regrets, you’re wrong. I’d make the same decision again in a heartbeat.”

“Because you’re the best man there is, George. And as such, you deserve every happiness in the world. You deserve to have a life with Fiona just as she deserves to have a life with you.” She carefully released his hand, then stood and crossed to the sideboard where she proceeded to fill two glasses with brandy. Returning, she handed him his drink and took a sip of her own.

A frown appeared on George’s brow. “You’ve no idea how hard it would be to break up our marriage completely. We’re not just speaking of legal separation, Mina, which in and of itself is enough to see one shunned from Society. What you’re suggesting would require parliamentary involvement with three readings of the divorcement bill before the Lords. Witnesses to your adulterous behavior would have to give evidence.”

“I’ve thought about that. Obviously, the simplest thing to do would be to pay a few men for the trouble.”

He gaped at her, then took a sip of his drink. “No. I appreciate the offer, but we’ll do no such thing.”

“George. I really—”

“It’s absolutely out of the question.”

“You’re certain I can’t persuade you?”

He gave her a steady look. “Quite.”

“All right,” Mina agreed after a moment’s hesitation. She knew when George was beyond budging. “But this arrangement with Fiona is untenable. It’s just a matter of time before someone catches on to the fact that the two of you are lovers, and when they do, she will suffer the most. So if you refuse a divorce, you should at the very least consider moving out of Town. Find a small village somewhere so you can carry on with each other discreetly.”

“And leave you here by yourself? Would that not raise a few eyebrows?”

“Not if you come back from time to time and visit. Plenty of husbands travel for work.”

“My work, as you well know, is here in London.”

“It doesn’t have to be.” As the designer and manufacturer of fine furniture, George had made a name for himself amid the upper class. Having a Hewitt sofa was all the rage. So much so they’d both been admitted into upper class circles and counted Viscount and Viscountess Pennington among their dearest friends. “You already have employees who are trained to handle new orders along with the shop on a regular basis. Whether you sit in your study here and create new designs or you do so a hundred miles away would make little difference, would it not?”

“I suppose not.”

“Especially if you were to set up a home near Croft, which in my mind would make your life simpler since that’s where the carpenters are.”

For the first time since this conversation had begun, George allowed a hint of humor to tug at his lips. “You’ve put a frightening amount of thought into this. If I didn’t know any better, I’d think you were eager to be rid of me.”

“Not at all,” she told him in earnest. “I merely desire to see you happy.”

He seemed to mull this over a moment. “I’ll think on it. Right now, there’s still Cynthia’s upcoming wedding to consider. Moving ahead with any drastic changes should probably wait until she has spoken her vows. I’d hate to give Mr. Petersen or his parents a reason to call things off.”

“Agreed.”

George finally smiled. “Good. That’s settled then. Care for a game of cards?”

Wilhelmina located the deck and returned to her seat. She knew George was being protective. It was in his nature. But she hated feeling like she was becoming a hindrance to him, a burden keeping him from the life he deserved.

Of course, altering his perspective only required a change in circumstance. This was apparent when he came to speak with Wilhelmina six months later. In the sort of bleak tone one might use when there’d been a death in the family, he announced that he’d gotten Fiona with child. 

“I’m sorry,” he muttered. Slumped in the same chair he’d used for their previous conversation on the matter, he clasped his head between his hands. No man had ever looked more defeated or miserable. It broke Wilhelmina’s heart. The joy George would surely have felt over the pregnancy was being overshadowed by the complication of his marriage to her. 

Now, faced with a choice between the scandal of divorce or bringing an illegitimate child into the world, she knew his hand had been forced by fate. As such, the only thing she could think to do was offer comfort and reassurance as he’d so often done for her. “It’s all right. I will survive this, George. We all will.”

“I’ve spoken about it at length with Fiona. She asked me to convey her gratitude. What you are willing to do is—”

“The correct thing.”

“Mina…” His voice was thick with feeling.

“Moving forward, we’ll need a plan,” she told him matter-of-factly before she too succumbed to emotion. “Right now, only the three of us know the true nature of this marriage or that you and I share a bond stronger than what most married couples enjoy. If we are to succeed in dissolving our marriage completely, we’ll need to put up a good façade. The fewer people we confide in, the better.”

“I’ve considered this too,” George said. “I think we need to tell Cynthia and her husband, Henry, what to expect. I also think it would benefit you if one or two of our closest friends, like the Penningtons, were brought into our confidence. This way, you won’t be completely alone afterward.”

“Maybe,” she agreed. “From what I gather, you and I shan’t be permitted to see each other once the divorce has been settled.”

“Not that we’d have much opportunity to.” When she gave him a puzzled look he explained, “Although getting through this may take a long time, Fiona and I intend to leave England as soon as it’s over since staying here and facing the aftermath could be difficult for our child.”

Wilhelmina’s stomach clenched at the idea of George moving overseas. He’d always been there and while she was happy to help him marry Fiona, she instantly knew his absence from England would lead to an unwelcome emptiness in her heart. For his sake, she forced herself to maintain her composure. 

“Where will you go?”

“Massachusetts has a well-established logging industry, but it’s my understanding that the area surrounding the Great Lakes shows promise. It’s reputed to be an especially stunning part of North America. Most importantly, it’s far away.”

It certainly was. Wilhelmina forced a smile and tried not to panic. This was for the best. George would be with the woman he loved and start a family. With Cynthia already settled a few months earlier, her future had been secured. As for Wilhelmina herself, she’d weather the storm as best as she could, most likely by focusing all her energy on the property she owned near Renwick. George had helped her purchase the small farm nearly five years ago. After a serious bout of influenza, he’d insisted on making sure she’d have a property in her own name in case he died. She’d not been there often, but having it did reassure her.

“You do realize your child will likely be born out of wedlock,” Wilhelmina said. She hated bringing this up, but decided it was best to face the facts, no matter how unappealing. “From what I gather, the proceedings we intend to undertake could last a couple of years.”

George’s gaze finally sharpened. “I’m aware, but once it’s done, my son or daughter shall have my name.”

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Sophie Barnes

USA TODAY bestselling author Sophie Barnes spent her youth traveling with her parents to wonderful places all around the world. She’s lived in five different countries, on three different continents, and speaks Danish, English, French, Spanish, and Romanian with varying degrees of fluency. But, most impressive of all, she’s been married to the same man three times—in three different countries and in three different dresses.

When she’s not busy dreaming up her next romance novel, Sophie enjoys spending time with her family, swimming, cooking, gardening, watching romantic comedies and, of course, reading.

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The Autopsy of Planet Earth Virtual Book Tour

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Date Published: 10-02-2021

Publisher: Indies United Publishing House

 

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 Part One: When mankind is threatened by the arrival of an intelligent alien
race claiming to have come in peace, Gabriel Ferro, Chief of Staff to U.S.
President William Conrad, and Dr. Catherine Blake, become ensnared in not
only a CIA/NSA conspiracy, but a world beyond their wildest imagination, a
world beyond Earth, beyond the Milky Way. In an effort to learn why the
aliens have come at all, together Gabriel and Dr. Blake venture to where no
humans gone before.

 

  

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Part Two: The sweeping saga continues as Gabriel Ferro and Dr. Catherine
Blake prepare to travel to the alien’s planet to learn firsthand how
the aliens successfully transformed their society to one that revels in
peace harmony and balance. But the question remains… what are the
alien’s true motives? Is it their intention to transmute mankind
forever?  Together, Gabriel and Dr. Blake venture beyond Earth, beyond
the Milky Way to a world they could not have imagined in an effort to solve
the mystery.

 

“The Autopsy of Planet Earth is a barnburner, a page-turner…
it’s Robert Heinlein on speed—a concept around every corner, an
event around every page.” Don Bacue International Features
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Daniels’ voice broke his thoughts. 

“Say when, Catherine.” 

“Okay, Ethan, hit it.”

Daniels tapped several computer keys. A sharp crack sounded. Gabriel flinched as the door’s locking mechanism was set free. Slowly, the one-foot-thick steel door glided open. A hot prickly flush coursed from his head to his toes. His legs suddenly felt weak, like his muscles would give out and he’d slump to the floor in a sweaty heap. 

The vault door was now fully extended revealing a dark cavern ahead. Catherine stepped into the void. As she did, an amber-colored light flooded the space. About eight feet in front of her was another steel barrier the size of a standard interior door. 

“Step in, Mr. Ferro.”

Gabriel put one foot in front of the other and entered. Once he was in, the outer vault door closed with a deep and disturbing metallic clang. Suddenly, he felt small, scared, and insignificant. He was startled yet again when the tumblers on the door in front of them were released. Despite the sweat beads that had gathered on his brow, he felt cold and his mind was racing. I’m intelligent enough to accept that if intelligent life exists on Earth, it’s only reasonable it exists elsewhere, so get your act together. “Get a grip, Sparky,” he whispered.

“Did you say something, Mr. Ferro?”

Gabriel coughed. “Clearing my throat.” 

As they cleared the second door, it closed behind them and the sound of the tumblers locking kicked in. The sudden realization they were sealed away from the outside world scraped at Gabriel’s already frayed nerves. He checked his ties Windsor knot and tugged at the hem of his navy blazer.

The vault was dark, too dark to see anything clearly. The only illumination came from a gooseneck floor lamp by the left wall. Once his eyes adjusted, he began scanning the space. He was able to make out a three-foot-high wooden table next to the lamp. Perched on it was a large flat-screen monitor, a DVD player, an assortment of DVDs along with a small stack of books and magazines. To his right was a brown leather sofa and a matching chair facing it. He could not be sure, but about fifteen feet from where they stood, he thought he saw a small bed pushed up against the back wall. Next to it was a table and two chairs. There was no sign of the extraterrestrial. That only served to heighten his anxiety. Several agonizing seconds of eerie, nerve-wracking silence passed, enough for his imagination to take hold. Like conjured up visions in an all too realistic dream, more grotesque images raced through his mind’s eye. 

Catherine’s voice jolted him back. “You have a visitor.”

There was no response—that rattled Gabriel even more.

“This is Gabriel Ferro, Chief of Staff to the President of the United States.”

It was a straightforward introduction, no fluff, no formality. Seconds felt like minutes. Then, something was moving in the shadows back in the far-right corner near the table. Gabriel’s skin felt ice-cold, and his heart kicked hard at his chest. Ever so slowly, the alien inched its way toward them. At that moment, Gabriel wanted to leave this cold, dark chamber of horror as fast as his feet could carry him. Primal Fear, the kind that sticks to the back of one’s throat bubbling up like hot lava as a scream or a choking gasp, raced through him. Come on, his inner voice was shouting, one more step! Move into the bloody light. Get this nightmare the hell over with! 

The alien stopped just short of the light. Gabriel strained to make out facial features, but he could not. He waited—seconds passed—more cold sweat formed on his brow.

“This is Gabriel Ferro and—”

“I did hear you the first time, Catherine.”

Finally, the alien stepped forward into what little light there was. Every imagined image that had raced through Gabriel’s mind turned out to be a miscalculation. Like a shot of adrenaline pumped straight into his veins, his whole being snapped alive. His mouth gaped, his spine went pole straight, and he took one brisk involuntary step back.

 

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Robert J. Emery,

During his film and television career, Robert J. Emery, who writes novels
under the pen name, R. J. Eastwood, has written, produced, and directed
feature motion pictures, television documentaries, national television
commercials, political campaigns, and industrial films. Some of the
highlights of his career include the award-winning ninety-one-episode
television series The Directors for Starz/Encore, the award-winning
four-part mini-series, The Genocide Factor for PBS, the award-winning
documentary For God & Country: A Marine Sniper’s Story for MSNBC, and
the award-winning motion picture, Swimming Upstream, for the Lifetime
Television Network.

 

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A Life After Loss Virtual Book Tour

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A Personal Story of Grief and Hope

Christian Death & Grief, Christian Spiritual Growth

Date Published: September 21, 2021

Publisher: Clay Bridges Press

 

In this personal journey through grief, Annalysa tackles the hard and
honest questions that come up when the unthinkable happens and your faith
comes into question. Through relating to her own experiences of unimaginable
loss and heartache, Annalysa will lead you through the common thoughts,
feelings, and stages that come along with grief and how to renew your
strength in your faith, life, and your relationship with God. This book is
for you if….

 

●        you’ve ever doubted your
faith

●        you’ve lost a loved one

●        you’ve experienced extreme
hardship

●        you feel lost and need a way out of
your own grief

 

You are not alone, and regardless of your beliefs, you can find comfort in
the authentic and vulnerable journey found within the pages of A Life After
Loss.

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Part 1:

A Change of Plans

“We plan the way we want to live, but only God makes us able to live it” (Proverbs 16:9 MSG). 

I’m the type of person who makes plans just for the sake of making plans, but let’s be honest; God’s plans are far greater than ours. 

How do you put something like this into words? The unfathomable, the unspeakable, the unimaginable. How do you write into existence an experience that no one should have to endure? How do you share something so misunderstood, and often times unrelatable, with the rest of the world? 

Honestly, I don’t know. But here goes nothing. 

Something unheard of happened on the morning of September 1st, 2016. 

Here’s what I knew: I was going to be a mother. I knew I was going to be re-sponsible for raising and loving a beautiful human being, and I knew my life was going to change forever. 

It was around Christmas of 2015 when I found out I was pregnant. I had absolutely no idea or feeling, no natural instinct that just told me I was going to have a baby. My boyfriend, let’s call him AJ, knew though. Immediately. 

I know it may seem strange that I, with my faith, did not wait until marriage to have sex or start a family. Even if it doesn’t seem strange in today’s world, I feel it is important to acknowledge that I was not married when I became pregnant and that the journey that led to me sharing this story would not exist if I had waited. This is a testimony to how God changed my life, and mistakes are a part of that. I am only human, and I know that I have an amazing God who died for our sins. AJ and I both longed for that close relationship with our creator, but we prioritized ourselves in the relationship and not God. 

That was our shortcoming. 

We were together for 11 months, almost a year, and we knew that we were madly in love with each other. Time, however, was our worst enemy. Eight months into our relationship I was accepted into the college of my dreams, the Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandising. I always wanted to travel the world and attend fashion shows. I wanted to be the person that styled the models or help set up fancy events and shows. It was my dream, my goal, and I was on my way. The problem? Distance. 

The institute was in Los Angeles, a two-hour distance from AJ. We did our best and made it work, but the weekend after Christmas, our world was meant to change. He came down to visit on the 26th and I was so excited to show him where my dreams would soon come true. We went to the mall I worked at and took in all the beautiful Christmas decorations, we got delicious Chinese food and Sprinkle cupcakes, and made such a beautiful memory of our time together. It was a day neither of us would forget. 

When we got back to my house, he immediately asked if I would take a pregnancy test because he had a feeling. I laughed it off at first, saying there was no way I could be pregnant. I had no symptoms, everything was normal. 

But he insisted, so we went back out and found the nearest drug store. In my disbelief, I bought five tests, because I just needed to be sure. 

I remember being in the bathroom waiting impatiently as the results came up on the first test. I don’t even think I remember all of them, it was such a blur, but five tests later I had five positives. 

Everything happened so fast after that. I was on my knees in tears, denial taking over me. Grief isn’t just something felt for lost loved ones, but also for the loss of a potential future, and I felt it then. The guilt for being upset also hit me. People fight to become pregnant so often that it felt unappreciative to feel this way. It was a blessing, but it certainly did not feel that way that first night I took the tests. 

AJ had always wanted a family of his own, but I was only twenty. I wasn’t ready to be a mother. I begged time to slow down, to go back. I believe now that was the bargaining phase. 

And just like that, my time in Los Angeles at my dream school ended. One of the biggest accomplishments of my life became a short memory. While I know many mothers who still go to school and reach their career aspirations, I needed to be around family at this time in my life, so I moved back home. 


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 About the Author

Annalysa Alonzo

Annalysa Alonzo, also known as Annie, is a mother to a heavenly daughter, a
devoted and uplifting youth leader, and a brand-new author. She has
experienced loss from love, people, and life. She finds the uttermost joy in
helping the youth culture discover their true potential while on the journey
of life with Jesus. She lives in Southern California but also calls the
Pacific Northwest her home. Annalysa is ready to share her story with the
world in hopes that others too will do the same.

 

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