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Women’s Fiction

Date Published: April 14, 2026

Publisher: Acorn Publishing

 

Sometimes wonder finds you when you least expect it.

 

Cece Belle is a high-functioning neurodivergent. She’s also a big
believer in destiny, but when her soulmate Robby dumps her mid-flight to
Israel, she instantly regrets ever telling him she’s on the spectrum.

Not one to dwell in misery, Cece sips some chamomile hibiscus tea to set
herself straight. And with meditation and spirituality on her side, she looks
to what’s next. Yet another blow hits when she is kicked out of her
rabbinical studies program for “strange behavior.”

Then, she meets Joel. With his quirky demeanor and ability to say all the
right things, he gives Cece the desire to begin a new relationship.
There’s only one main obstacle: Cece loves living in Los Angeles, and
Joel is a diehard New Yorker.

She marries him anyway, despite misgivings that extend beyond their geography.
After all, this is her carefully drawn plan—marriage, then kids, then
happily ever after. Sometimes though, the best-laid plans are better left in
dreamland where they can’t go awry.


Cece in Wonder Land
is a twisty journey down a rabbit hole of unexpected
anxieties, disappointments, and more questions than answers. But where there
is hope, there is life, and maybe Cece can hang on for the next bit of wonder
bound to come her way.

 

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Cece meditated with her eyes open the night before.

She prayed.

Cried herself to sleep.

Despite a heavy feeling in her chest that fluctuated between hurt and
humiliation, Cece rallied enough energy to attend the early morning
orientation breakfast. She sat next to her best friend, Sharone. It was a
true-blue friendship born the first day of rabbinical school. Sharone was an
attractive woman, a recent graduate of Columbia university. In her limited
free time, between schoolwork and her internship, she practiced yoga and
encouraged Cece to join her, for better mental clarity and focus.

Sharone wore her long brunette hair neatly tucked into a bright red scrunchie.
Cece easily confided in Sharone, perhaps because they were two of the older
graduate students in their class. Starting rabbinical school at the
“ripe age” of twenty-five made Cece feel old compared to most of
her classmates.

“Talk to me, Cece,” Sharone said, her brow furrowing with concern.
“What happened? I’m here for you.” She looked attentively at
Cece, centering in on her friend’s unusual frazzled, almost dazed
expression.

Sobbing, Cece replied, “Robby . . . broke . . . up . . . with me. I
can’t take this anymore.

How am I supposed to live without him? I’m shattered. What the hell went
wrong?”

At that moment, Robby snagged a seat at their table as if nothing was wrong.

“Good morning, both of you,” he said cheerfully. “Good to be
here in Israel!”

Cece lost it. Payback time. She jumped up and poured a pitcher of polar
chilled water atop Robby’s flaxen head. Robby gasped in shock, then
scurried with a humiliated expression to the cafeteria kitchen in search of a
dry towel. Cece felt a moment’s satisfaction, but she’d failed to
anticipate the reaction of her classmates, who wondered what was with all the
dramatic “waterworks.” One classmate, supposedly Cece’s
friend, yelled out from across the room, “That woman’s not well.
Get help!”

Sharone, who was more compassionate, calmed her down and took her aside.
“You really showed Robby. Good for you. He’s a snake to do what he
did.”

Cece felt seen and understood. “Thank you. You get me. You understand my
language. Life is a series of building blocks and education is the foundation.
You ask me how I feel? This is about me and my future.” Thank goodness
for friends like Sharone.

An administrative assistant entered the dining hall. In a no-nonsense tone of
voice, she announced, “Cece, the dean wants to see you.”

 

 

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Bonnie S. Priever

 Born and raised in Los Angeles, Bonnie S. Priever majored in communications
studies at UCLA before moving to Philadelphia. There, she attended the
Reconstructionist Rabbinical College, which prepared her for an assistant
directorship at the Israel Levin Senior Adult Center in Venice, California.

As a way to process emotions and stay connected to her spirituality, Bonnie
started writing about her experiences. In 2023, Newsweek published her
personal essay about the challenges of aging. Currently, she combines her
passion for writing and her love for live theater as a reviewer for CurtainUp,
an online theater magazine.

Bonnie loves to travel but always looks forward to coming home to LA. She has
one grown son and a backlog of great ideas. Based on a true story, Cece in
Wonder Land is her first novel.

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Operation Cast Lead – The Case Virtual Book Tour

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Nonfiction

Date Published: 08-28-2025

Publisher: Tellwell

 

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Ambiguity has been the story of our era since Operation Cast Lead. The
author found herself in the middle of ambiguous theme, dialogue, plot, and
portrayal while engaging with a love story on General Hospital in 2008/2009.
There was the question mark about the female character: Was she going to be
humiliated?

Operation Cast Lead ensued as a mechanism to decide the fate and resolution of
this question. The author was conflicted as her tendency to humiliate herself
in her fantasies interfered with how she interpreted the story and how she
responded to it while Operation Cast Lead unfolded, a war that took place
between Hamas and IDF at the climax of the story of Sonny and Kate.

What was the truth of this connection? Why has Gaza been held hostage to this
story ever since? What’s the way forward for Israelis and Palestinians?
What’s the way forward for humanity?

The book argues that Operation Cast Lead was a design, and attempts to place
the case within the current framework of international law while acknowledging
that there are fundamental flaws in this framework and that there should be
transformation at the foundation of international law for humanity to have a
breakthrough and realize true freedom.

This book reveals a secret about history. A secret that would explain why the
conflict in the Middle East has not met its resolution. As well as the
conflict at the core of humanity.

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In 2008-2009, I was a witness to the story of Sonny and Kate. The story arc that began in June of 2008 had woven into it the legacy of the character of Stone.

Stone was a young man who worked and lived on the streets and to whom Sonny gave refuge. As he used drugs, he eventually became infected with HIV. His health was deteriorating and Sonny and Robin celebrated Christmas for him on Thanksgiving that year. This was written in the 1990s.

The story of Stone was revisited in 2007-2009 embedded within the story of Sonny and Kate, although not explicitly mentioned in all its details. The Thanksgiving story of 2008 was written in the memory of Stone.

However, narration and dialogue were ambiguous and the structure of the story suggested that the Kate character could be humiliated.

How the story was interpreted was key; given the inherent ambiguity, the story “could go either way”. The many sides involved in that circumstance attempted to influence how the story would be written and this translated into many “suggestions”, “hints” and “rumors” in soap magazines and on soap message boards.

In the midst of chaos, my own tendencies and conflicts entered the scene. A few months before, the thought of Kate being humiliated may have been a fear of mine. However, everything contains its contradiction, and it was the case that a conflicting tendency was present as well. I had humiliating fantasies about myself since a very young age. At some juncture in the story of Sonny and Kate, I began to channel those thoughts on to Kate. There may have been hints of this in the summer of 2008, but these thoughts intensified later that year and into 2009.

 

This situation led to Operation Cast Lead where all the elements mentioned above came together leading to tragedy.

I kept part of this tale a secret for years until I eventually confessed to my own motives in that encounter. In 2023, I published a memoir on Substack explaining my choices in relation to the story and the war.

Many are aware of the circumstances around Cast Lead. However, my hope in writing the memoir was the possibility of a breakthrough. The breakthrough did not come about because of the events of October 7, 2023, and the war that ensued. It’s been the history of humankind, that when a truth is about to be revealed, a war emerges.

This book provides the details of the story and makes an argument to establish its connection to the war. It attempts to place this case within the current framework of international law and it argues that there are deficiencies in this framework that have left humankind prone to the design of a system that uses implicit coercion and ambiguity to achieve its aims. For humanity to break free, there needs to be transformation at the foundation of international law.

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Banafsheh Zia

 

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The Serpent Series, Book 4

 

Thriller

 

Date Published: 02-10-2026

Publisher: Oliver-Heber

 

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An assassin bound by obedience. A detective marked for death. A cartel
war with no survivors.

 

Von Schlange thought she’d escaped her past. Now Black Nova owns
her—an elite, off-the-books task force where obedience is survival and
failure means death. As their newest assassin, she’s unleashed on
targets tied to Jaxon Ryker, a drug lord buried deep in the Alaskan wilds.

Her partner, Xander Holt, a former Navy SEAL with ice in his veins, lives by
the same brutal code: no attachments, no lines crossed. But as missions turn
bloody, the fragile boundary between partner and lover begins to
blur—and desire becomes its own kind of danger.

Across the country, Detective Anaya Nazario faces a nightmare of her own. A
synthetic “zombie drug,” deadlier than fentanyl and immune to
Narcan, is ripping through Los Angeles. Her investigation exposes a network of
dirty cops shielding Ryker’s empire—and puts a target squarely on
her back.

Two women on opposite fronts. One war against corruption and cartel power. And
a single truth—every betrayal leaves a body behind.

 

Explosive, unrelenting, and razor-sharp, The Serpent’s Order
propels the Serpent Series into its most dangerous chapter yet—where
justice is a myth, and survival comes at a price paid in blood.

 

 

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THE DEADLY CONTRACT

 

DARKNESS PRESSED AGAINST HER EYES. The air carried no warmth, only a damp cold that burrowed into her marrow. The metallic taste on her tongue sharpened. Air scraped colder against her throat. Every nerve screamed awake as the chemical fog bled out of her veins. It was easy to fend o! the hazy pull of delirium when it felt like she was sitting in an ice box. Frigid salty air wrapped her in an arctic grip, numbing her body. The sound of the seas never betrayed its location, o!ering no clues as to her whereabouts until the blackout hood was lifted.

Her surroundings winked awake, blurring slowly into focus. Faint traces of soot and aged timber ampli”ed the cabin’s solitude. As her vision sharpened, the “rst thing she saw was the rugged glaciers looming beyond the drafty windows. Snow consumed the landscape, a frozen expanse as thick as packed sugar, burying the world beneath at least twenty inches of wintery silence. At a distance, she could hear how the ocean roiled, a wild, restless beast, while the bitter subzero terrain stretched in stark harmony with the gray horizon.

Groggy, her eyes roamed in search of Zeus, panic setting in, forcing her heart to quicken until she spotted him across the room in a dark corner. Her head felt like a thousand-pound weight pressed down on her skull, each pulse of pain a hammer striking her temples. She found herself passed out on a lounger that looked to be a decade old—at least her kidnappers, or rather, her new boss—had the courtesy to leave her somewhere relatively comfortable. At the sound of her steps, Zeus lifted his head, tail thumping against the rickety wooden !oorboards, though not quite making it to his feet.

It looked like she wasn’t the only one trying to shake herself out of the cocktail she’d been injected with, as Zeus tried to drag himself up. She knelt beside him and massaged his legs, trying to coax circulation back into his limbs. After a few minutes, Zeus soldiered to his feet, the kneading doing the trick. Von exhaled, tension ebbing at the reassuring presence of her loyal companion. She ambled back to the kitchen, taking in her surroundings while Zeus kept time with her steps. A thin “lm of dust coated the kitchen counters and cupboards, telling her that time had been the lonely cabin’s sole friend for a long while.

She rooted around, discovering there were enough dishes for one person, and the fridge had been stocked with salads and fruit. At least her mysterious employer had the decency to respect her food preferences. They even left a bowl of dried dog food and water for Zeus. How thoughtful. She smirked at their attention to detail as she headed to the bedroom—and then she saw it.

Sitting dead center on the bed, the phone was waiting for her.

Sleek, black, and unbranded—just a smooth slab of tech nology with no markings or logos, nothing to indicate who made it. While it appeared to be just another typical highend smartphone, Von knew better. This wasn’t an ordinary device. It was a leash. She picked it up. Lighter than she expected. No buttons, no ports, no removable SIM card. Completely sealed. The kind of hardware designed to be untouchable, tamper-proof. Not to be trusted. The screen stayed dark for a ten-count before flickering to life, awakened by a simple touch. The interface was equal parts minimalist and sterile.

Nothing personal. No apps. No browser. Just a lone notif ication, already there.

“Welcome to Black Nova.”

She “ipped it in her hand, examining it. There wasn’t even a password prompt, #ngerprint, or facial recognition scan. Von wasn’t logging in. She was already in—immediate access like it knew her. Then she remembered where she’d seen one before: Je$erson Pierce. Former Marine-turned-hacker, an asset for the FBI. Asset. The word twisted in her stomach, acidic and biting. She recalled the words—“federal asset”—before her world went black. Right before they took her.

“Silent Circle—” Je$erson had called it.

“A what?” She recalled how her brows had knitted together, confused over the unfamiliar phone. “Never heard of it.”

“Military-grade. Locked down tight. End-to-end encrypted calls and messages.”

“Sounds a bit paranoid,” Von had said.

“For what I do—I gotta be. Safest, most private phone out on the market.

She recognized it now. Its black matte #nish and elegant, no-nonsense style. But it wasn’t hers—it was theirs. A direct line to the people who had dragged her into this. Her permis sion not needed. Her choices, her next movements, her next breath would be dictated, assigned. The second she thought 4 S.Z. ESTAVILLO

this, the phone rang. She stared at it, letting it ring three times before quietly answering.

“You’re awake. Good. Commander Lucian Cain here, in case your memory needs a little reminder,” a calm, authorita tive voice began. “Let’s see if we didn’t make a mistake bringing you into the fold.”

“Where the hell am I?”

“Kodiak Island.”

“Fucking Alaska?”

“Impressed you know your geography—most people don’t know where Kodiak Island is,” Cain said. “Before we o#cially begin, you must complete our test.”

“And if I fail?”

“Don’t think failure’s in your DNA,” he said, then switched to German, “Schlangenfrau.”

She hadn’t intended to assume the title of the Serpent Woman, not before the brutal attack that dragged her to the edge of death. Her guts shredded, body mutilated and left infertile, stripped of the capacity to bear life. A monstrous snake-like crimson keloid scar now etched its path along her abdomen, sewn back up like an object in a sterile lab—e# ciently reconstructed like a modern Frankenstein experiment, an uncanny patchwork that left her hollow.

Von Schlange—Schlangenfrau—the Serpent Woman had become her signature.

Now, it wasn’t just the LAPD and the FBI using it, but Black Nova reciting it in her native tongue. Hearing it uttered from Commander Lucian Cain’s mouth somehow transformed it into a menacing challenge—a dare that promised conse quences too dire to ignore.

The phone chimed with an incoming picture. It was a Hispanic man in his mid-40s with weathered, olive-toned skin and black, silver-tinged hair. He had dark, brooding eyes and a quiet intensity about him that spoke of a past steeped in danger. After studying the image, she returned the phone to her ear for further instructions.

“Elias ‘Eli’ Vega, former DEA agent, worked in South America undercover until he was !ipped by the cartel. Eli is compromised. Working both sides. He hasn’t a clue he’s been exposed,” the commander began. “In the closet, you’ll “nd a lock box with everything you need. You’ll “nd your target at the docks. Make it clean.”

“Then what?”

The phone went dead.

“Hello?—Hello?” Von paced the length of the room, hands knotting in her hair. “Shit.”

After a minute of standing there numb, Zeus leaped to his feet. He barked once at her as if to demand directions on their next move. She walked to the closet, feet heavy, dragging as though wading through quicksand—slow, anxious. Inside, a sleek black metal box awaited her. It had no locking mechanism except for a phone-sized rectangular piece that was mounted on the lid with a small circle at the center. It looked to be a biometric security system. She leaned in and waited, wondering if it was scanning her face. When nothing happened, she placed her index “nger against the circular sensor, and a gentle click sang out as the lid gradually opened.

Inside the black box lay the weapon—a custom-modi”ed SIG Sauer P320. Its vulturine presence was the result of a matte-black “nish and an ergonomic grip, contoured for all hand sizes. The streamlined frame boasted an integrated acces sory rail that o$ered unique options, allowing for laser sights and tactical lights. It had all the marks of a precise, reliable piece, out”tted with a conventional silencer mounted to the barrel. Engineered for silence. Meant for blood.

While Von harbored genuine hate for guns, her father, who 6 S.Z. ESTAVILLO

was not only a world-renowned brain surgeon, wasn’t only an expert in neurology but a collector of the one weapon she despised with all her being. Regardless of his daughter’s protest, her father ensured she and her little sister, Sammy, wouldn’t only know how to shoot but to defend themselves with perfect marksman accuracy. Though Sammy hadn’t been armed at the time, she was attacked by the very men Von had been hunting before fleeing to Brazil to escape the vengeful sins of her past. To this day, her only regret was that her methods of vigilante justice inadvertently placed Sammy in the crosshairs.

Along with the gun, there were cases of bullets and a picture of her target.

She picked up the SIG Sauer P320. It felt cool and light in her hand—a small comfort in a life darkened by violence. Back when she was hunting men who destroyed Sammy’s innocence, every move had been fueled by raw, personal loss. Their brutality had scarred her forever—not only through the near-fatal attack in Wyoming snow that almost ended her life. If not for Zeus throwing himself over her, warming her body, staunching the bleeding, she’d have died right then and there.

That moment changed her.

Since then, she’d killed men who deserved it. For a time, she believed it was over, escaping to Brazil, seeking a fresh start from her former life.

The doctor in her longed to return to the path she’d once chosen, to build something clean, something good—a quiet veterinary clinic, a place of healing. But the past refused to stay buried. Every night, when she closed her eyes, the door appeared in her mind, in her dreams. Mold-green paint curled away from weathered wood, the frame splintering as rustic hinges strained against an unseen force. The handle rattled, trembling with something desperate, something alive. Blood oozed from beneath the door, creeping forward, pooling at her feet. Whatever lurked in the beyond wasn’t !nished with her.

Rage—too intoxicating.

Fate dragged her back in.

The serpent refused to die.

Drawn out of retirement, she returned to her relentless pursuit of vengeance. Brazil had taken more than blood. It had taken Dr. Damião Sequeira—the man who loved her and understood her in ways no one else could. She’d hunted the one behind his murder down and made him pay. More recently, Ryker’s crooked cops had forced her hand again. Twelve kills total under her belt—and none of them weighed on her conscience. Every one of them had been on her terms. But today, her !rst assignment, her test, felt di#erent.

Di#erent in that it was no longer her own calculated vendetta—it was someone else’s order, a directive that used her as a human death tool. How many more lives would she be required to take? It was either comply or face a prison sentence for the countless lives she’d snatched from this earth. Yet one question kept scratching at her moral conviction, clawing at her soul: even if she wasn’t presently behind bars, would she ever truly be free?

She turned the SIG over in her hand, checking the weight, the balance, how it contoured to her !ngers like it was designed just for her. Muscle memory kicking in. While her father was the gun enthusiast, the collector—her aversion didn’t seem to block the familiarity of it. The weapon felt like second nature. Black Nova had stocked the closet with everyday wear in her size: jeans and cotton tops in dark, solid colors with no logo or branding. She spied an all-black baseball cap and pulled it on, the brim shading her gray eyes.

Von took a deep breath before reaching back to shove the gun into her waistband, the cool metal pressing against her spine. She tugged her weatherproof, black tactical soft-shell jacket over it, adjusting it for concealment. Not the most comfortable spot, but she was on Kodiak Island—fucking twenty-degrees-Alaska, with strong coastal winds that mimicked Arctic climates. So, comfort was not a prerequisite for her new job. Readiness, however, was vital.

Wasting no time, Von clicked her tongue, and with a nod at Zeus, they were out the door. The moment they stepped outside, a blast of icy wind rudely slapped their faces, forcing her hand to defend her eyes while Zeus shut his, blinking away snow !urries. Padding beside her, his breath was visible in the frigid air. While his thick coat was built for an average winter, there was nothing ordinary about Alaska, especially with the brutal wind. She squatted to meet his height, adjusting the waterproof vest that hugged his torso, shaking her head as she recalled where she’d found it—folded neatly next to a metal lock box, waiting for them.

It was hard to remain in that unsettled feeling for long when being impressed took over, impressed that this Commander Lucian Cain and his Black Nova operatives hadn’t just provided clothes for her—perfectly sized for her frame, no less—but had even thought ahead to protect her dog from the elements. They were an elite force, operating above even the FBI and CIA, and yet they were conscientious enough to ensure she and Zeus didn’t freeze to death. The duplicitous irony wasn’t lost on her—she was nothing short of an assassin now, whether by choice or not. Yet, here they were, caring about her comfort while sending her out to kill someone.

About the Author
SZ Estivillo
As a BIPOC thriller author, she previously parted amicably with her
agent and, three months later, secured an eight-book deal with Oliver-Heber
Books—now boasting 24,000 downloads in its first year and a BookRaid
bestseller ranking in the thriller category. The Serpent Woman (Book 2)
reached #1 on Amazon and topped all three of its categories. Her background
spans literary agencies and TV studios, where she contributed to greenlit
screenplays that became Lifetime movies. She holds a Master’s in
Television, Radio, and Film, has taught author branding workshops (L.A.
Writer’s Conference, North Texas RWA), and maintains a 100K+ social
media following.

 

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Urban Fantasy / Werewolf

 

Date Published: 01-23-2026

 

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 In Doford Peaks, a small mountain town, 19-year-old Ethan lives with his
grandma. His life is quite normal, at least as normal as it can be for someone
with asthma. A winter morning walk turns dramatic when he and his grandma
discover an 18-year-old girl, Mia, who is unconscious and injured. As Mia
recovers, bits of her past emerge, attracting agents Gibson and Cooper of the
Bureau of Supernatural Investigation (BSI). A complex web of secrets
associated with the Defense Forces of Genesis (DFOG) intertwines their fates.
As the truth emerges, Ethan and Mia must face the horrifying reality of The
Wolf Experiment.

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A whimper pulled me from my sleep, and my eyelids
fluttered open. Gracie’s snout was right in front of me, her light gray
fur softly brushing against my cheek. As her pale blue eyes looked into mine,
her tail began to wag. There was no way I was getting up, and I rolled over to
the other side of my bed, where Hank stood waiting. He fixed his golden eyes
on me, his pure white fur seeming darker in the dim light of my bedroom.
Sunlight filtered through the two large skylights above my bed, casting a warm
light over my room. The rays continued to spread across posters of my favorite
bands, my world map marked with where I wanted to visit, my only plant that I
hadn’t killed, and my high school guitar leaning against my bookcase. My
wolves whimpered again, signaling it was time to get up. Glancing at the clock
on my nightstand, it read 6:00 a.m.
I pulled the covers over my head and
tried to fall back asleep, but that didn’t work out well. My wolves
howled as they jumped onto my king-sized bed. Sitting up, I shook off the
sleepiness and raised my open palms toward Hank. “We’re bros,
Hank. Help me out here. It’s too early. Can’t you and Gracie give
me a little more time?”
Hank reacted by leaping off my bed,
sprinting into the hallway, and then vanishing. Gracie fixed her fierce gaze
on me, but I avoided her eyes. The sound of Hank’s paws tapping against
the floor broke the silence as he charged back into my room, his leash clamped
in his mouth.
I shook my head in frustration, tossed aside my covers, and
walked into the bathroom. They followed closely behind me. “At the very
least, let me take a quick shower before we go for a walk.”
I
didn’t let either of them protest with a bark, howl, or whine and
stepped into the shower. Turning on the hot water, my wolves settled onto the
cool porcelain tile of the bathroom, their eyes on me, waiting. My thoughts
drifted back to one year ago when I discovered the abandoned wolf puppies on
my way home from the local store. They huddled together on the roadside,
trembling and shaking, too young to be without their mother. Their bodies were
mere skin and bones, and they had that look in their eyes that they were ready
to give up. I tucked them into my jacket and rushed home, fully aware that my
grandma would not be pleased with my impulsive decision, but I had to save
them.
My grandma’s eyes widened in disbelief when she saw the
little bundles of fur sticking out from my jacket as I walked in the door.
“Ethan, did you bring wolves into my house?” She let out a deep
sigh and was definitely annoyed, but as she noticed their desperate state, her
disapproval began to fade. She quickly ushered me and the puppies into her
clinic and examined them thoroughly. “I’m a physician, not a
veterinarian,” she said, “but these puppies are severely
dehydrated and malnourished. I can give them fluids, and you need to buy puppy
milk replacement from the feed store. Let Walter know they are wolf pups and
about four weeks old. He will know what to give you.”

Gracie’s
and Hank’s urgent barks jolted me into the present and forced me to
quickly finish my shower. Staring at myself in the double mirrors over the
bathroom vanity, I saw bits of my grandma in me. We both had curly, caramel
brown hair, although hers had strands of gray. The left corner of our smiles
was slightly crooked, a trait that ran in the family. Our hazel eyes had more
green than brown, and while she stood at 5’6″ and weighed 125 pounds, I was
taller at 5’10” and weighed 165 pounds.
She was a tough, 66-year-old
woman with a strong personality who never remarried after my grandfather
passed away. I never knew him. He died before I was born. Grandma, being the
town’s physician and surgeon, was accustomed to interacting with people
and found comfort in those conversations. As for me—I was a loner and
found socializing to be a challenge. I preferred the company of animals over
people. Hank and Gracie were my best friends. All I truly needed was their
companionship, along with my grandma’s, of course.
When I was five,
my parents left me at my grandma’s house. That was fourteen years ago.
We lived in Doford Peaks, a small mountain town in the state of Oakridge, with
a population of around 1,200. With winter fully upon us, I dressed in utility
pants, a long-sleeved T-shirt, and my winter boots to prepare for the cold. I
also dressed Hank and Gracie in their waterproof winter coats and booties.
Along with my down jacket, I grabbed a beanie and gloves. I stuffed my cell
phone, inhaler, and compass into my pants pockets. With Gracie’s and
Hank’s leashes in hand, I left my bedroom and dropped my jacket, beanie,
and gloves on the entryway table.
Hank and Gracie followed me into our
rustic kitchen, with exposed wooden beams and oak cabinets. Grandma
particularly loved the large windows that allowed natural light to stream
across the stone-tiled floor and the breathtaking views of the surrounding
mountains. She was seated at the antique wooden table in the center of the
kitchen, sipping a cup of coffee. Grabbing a granola bar and a bottle of
water, I breathed in the rich aroma of French roast. “Morning, Grandma.
You’re up early.”
“Ethan, good morning. A slight
emergency brought me into the clinic.” She sipped her coffee and
continued, “LuAnn fell on the ice and sliced her hand open. She needed
several stitches.” Grinning, she said, “She asked about
you.”
“Please stop with the matchmaking.”
“She’s
intelligent and attractive, much like you.”
“That
doesn’t mean I have to date her.”
“It doesn’t
mean you have to date her. But what’s the harm in having a casual cup of
coffee?”
“Being single works for me. Plus, I wouldn’t
know how to talk to her, and I wouldn’t want to give her the wrong idea.
Can we change the subject?”
She placed her coffee mug on the
counter. “Fine. Are you going out for a walk with your wolf
pack?”
I scratched Gracie and Hank behind their ears. “As
much as I wanted to sleep in, they insisted I get up and take them for a
walk.”
Her gaze drifted to one of the large windows, where
snowflakes were gently falling outside. Turning her attention back to me, she
asked, “Do you have your inhaler?”
I patted my pocket.
“Yes, Grandma.”
“What about your cell phone?”
“I
have that too.”
“Since it’s snowing, you should
definitely take a jacket, and—”
My chin bobbed toward the
door as I interrupted her. “I have a jacket, a beanie, and
gloves.”
“Hmm. What about water or a snack?”
I
groaned and replied, “Grandma, I’m 19. I’m not a kid
anymore. I can take care of myself.”
A protective expression
crossed her face as she placed her hand on her hip. “Ethan, no matter
how old you get, in my eyes, you’ll always be my precious
grandson.”
A sigh escaped my lips, and I shrugged my shoulders.
“Do you want to just come with me?”
Her hazel eyes brightened
with a smile as she waved a finger at me. “That’s a great
idea,” she said. “I’ll get my coat.”
Grandma came
back wearing a down jacket. She was bundled up in winter clothing. A scarf was
wrapped around her neck, and gloves covered her hands while she tucked her
hair beneath the hood of her jacket. She grabbed a bottle of water from the
cupboard and tucked it into her jacket pocket. Then she reached for
Gracie’s leash. “Gracie can come with me.”
“Gracie
is definitely easier to control than Hank. He tends to pull a lot, especially
when he catches a scent.” I handed her Gracie’s leash.
“That’s
true!” she said with a smile. “I’m ready. It’s
beautiful right now. The sun is breaking through the clouds, the snow is
falling, and the air smells of pine cones. What more could we ask
for?”
“You sound like a greeting card, Grandma.”
A
chuckle escaped her lips. “I do, don’t I?” She opened the
solid wood door and replied, “After you.”
Wood siding wrapped
around my grandma’s single-story home. The deep green roof blended into
the surrounding trees, and the many windows let in tons of light, which my
grandma loved. I led Hank through the doorway and onto the wraparound deck. We
made our way down the stairs and onto the cement driveway. Continuing down the
sloped driveway, we passed Grandma’s clinic, a smaller replica of the
main house. Glen’s truck had cleared the road of snow. At 70, he was
still going strong as the owner of a snowplow truck company. His silver hair
was often dusted with snow, mirroring the bushy eyebrows that framed his kind,
gray-blue eyes. Every time I saw him, he was wearing a flannel shirt, a heavy
jacket, jeans, and boots. Maybe they were his favorites or maybe it was his
uniform, but at least he was consistent.
We walked along the towering
pine trees, now filled with snow, lining both sides of the road. The crisp,
cool air stung my cheeks, so I pulled my beanie down as far as possible and
still be able to see. Hank and Gracie strolled alongside us, their noses in
the air, sniffing at whatever scents they could find.
Grandma asked,
“Would you like to talk about the letter your parents sent?”
“I
don’t,” I abruptly replied.
“I think we ought to talk
about it,” she insisted.
I looked at her, hoping my expression
conveyed my hurt, frustration, and exhaustion. “Grandma, I love you. I
know my dad is your son, and I don’t mean any disrespect, but they
handed me off to you fourteen years ago. Mom and Dad haven’t visited me
for any occasion—birthdays, Thanksgiving, or Christmas. They ghosted me!
I couldn’t care less about their stupid letters.”
“I
understand where you’re coming from,” she sympathized.
“Although I don’t support the choice they made, I know it was very
tough for them to leave you in my care, and I can only imagine how confusing
this all is for you. I don’t know what your letter said, but in my
letter, they reiterated their continued search for a cure for asthma. Their
letter made it very clear that they’re doing everything possible to help
you live a healthier, happier life. I hope you know how much both your parents
love you.”
“Researching for fourteen years, Grandma?” I
exclaimed, my voice filled with exasperation. “I’m sure even you
don’t even believe that.”
“I know they love
you.”
“If they truly loved me, they would have been present
in my life instead of concentrating on scientific research. My parents
didn’t want a flawed son.”
Her hand touched mine as she
paused. “Ethan, you can’t possibly believe that.”
“Regardless
of what I believe, the fact remains that I have asthma, and I manage it. You
stood beside me, not my parents. They’ve been absent most of my life.
Even if they returned now, I probably wouldn’t want to see them.
I’m sorry, Grandma.” I softened my tone. “My anger is
directed at them, not you, and I’m just not ready to forgive
them.”
She hugged me tight and reassured me. “Ethan, I will
always be here for you.”
In her arms, emotions surged within me,
and tears threatened to fall. Hank and Gracie surrounded me, nuzzling their
furry heads against my body in an attempt to comfort me. As I pulled away, I
admitted, “Talking about them doesn’t help. It only makes matters
worse.”
“I understand how you feel. Everything is going to be
okay, I promise. Let’s continue our morning walk with Hank and Gracie
and enjoy the day together.”
Relieved, I nodded, and we continued
down the road. Hank and Gracie glanced back at me occasionally to ensure I was
okay. As we walked, the various smells around us began to capture their
attention more than my presence. They trotted happily alongside me, their
snouts pressed to the pavement, wagging their tails as they sniffed every
tree.
“It’s chilly today,” Grandma said and shivered
and then glanced at me. “How are you feeling? Any shortness of
breath?”
“So far, so good, but I agree it’s super cold.
Maybe we can cut our walk short.”
“Good idea, and I
agree.”
Hank suddenly stopped, raised his nose, and howled. A few
birds scattered from the branches above, startled by his abrupt call. Had he
sensed something: an approaching storm or another animal nearby?
Gracie’s ears perked up as she lifted her head and let out a softer but
equally determined howl. My wolves stood side by side, their eyes scanning the
horizon, alert to something I couldn’t see. Hank started tugging on his
leash, and I pulled backward. “What is it, Hank?”
“I
don’t see anything,” Grandma said, glancing around the area.
I
peered between the trees, searching and feeling compelled to understand what
Hank and Gracie were sensing. “They definitely smell something.
Let’s check.”
“I am not sure if it is safe,
Ethan.”
“Grandma, we need to investigate. If it’s an
injured animal or more abandoned pups, we can call Marsha and have her send
her wildlife team out here.”
“Fair enough.” Grandma
nodded.
I released the slack on Hank’s leash and commanded,
“Find it!
Hank and Gracie raced ahead, tugging Grandma and me
along. Our breaths rose into the air like swirls of smoke. Frost covered the
road, crunching beneath our boots as we followed my wolves. As we went down
the road, the trees got thicker and thicker, reaching up to the pale sky,
casting shadows, and blocking out the sun.
My wolves’ noses skimmed
along the damp earth, sniffing. Occasionally, they paused to circle a spot
several times before continuing on their determined path with their noses once
again on the ground. They sped up and tensed their bodies as they focused on
the trail that led us up the hill to a cliff that looked like the entrance to
a cave.
Despite the cold, beads of sweat formed on my forehead, and a
tightness spread across my chest. The familiar constriction gripped my lungs
the higher we climbed. I couldn’t wait any longer. I needed my medicine.
Fumbling in my pocket, I reached for my inhaler. I could feel Grandma’s
eyes fixed on me as I struggled to breathe.
Grandma’s voice was
tense as she ordered, “Stop and use your inhaler. You’re having
trouble breathing.”
“Hank is pulling me too hard. I can take
a puff while I’m moving.”
“Nonsense,” Grandma
said, taking Hank’s leash from me and bringing both Hank and Gracie to a
halt. The wolves howled in protest. “There, now they’ve stopped.
Please, Ethan, use your inhaler right now, and I mean it.”
I
didn’t argue and put my inhaler in my mouth, pressed the button,
releasing the medication, and breathed deeply. After a few seconds of inhaling
and exhaling, the pressure lessened, and I put my inhaler back in my pocket.
Gradually, the tightness in my chest vanished.
“Better?”
I
nodded.
“I can’t risk your health for Hank and Gracie to
chase down some scent. We need to turn back.”
“No, Grandma!
I’m fine. If there’s an animal in trouble, we need to save it.
I’ll never forgive myself if we don’t keep going.”
Her
lips formed a thin line, and her brow furrowed with disapproval. Grandma knew
that Hank and Gracie were not just my pets. They knew me better than any
human. They were part of our family. I felt a deep responsibility to protect
all animals, and my grandma knew that.
Again, I begged, “Please,
Grandma.”
After several minutes of hesitation, she finally
responded, “We’ll proceed, but if you have another episode,
we’re finished.” She handed Hank’s leash back to me.
I
let out a sigh of relief. “Thank you. I’ll be okay. I
promise.”
She huffed and waved me forward.
After hiking up the
hill, we arrived at the cave, its dark entrance framed by jagged rocks. A
thick fog floated within the darkness, reminding me of dry ice. I had my
doubts about going inside. The cave floor could be unstable or wild animals
could be hiding inside. And what if the air was thin and stale and triggered
my asthma? But Hank and Gracie were insistent, pulling on their leashes to get
closer.
Peering into the cave, Grandma asked, “Did you bring a
flashlight?”
“No, I didn’t,” I replied, my eyes
widening as a thought struck me. “I can use the app on my
phone.”
When I pulled my phone out of my pocket, Hank leapt
forward, yanking his leash from my grip. Gracie followed suit, breaking free
from Grandma’s hand and racing after Hank. I switched on the flashlight
app, flooding the cave with light. The beam flickered across dirt and jagged
rocks. I pointed it upward, and Hank and Gracie running down a narrow
passageway fell into view. The musty stench and distant sounds of water
dripping grew stronger as we followed them.
“They must have found
the source,” Grandma said, matching my pace.
My heart raced as fear
tightened in my throat at the thought of something harming my wolves.
“I’m freaking out,” I blurted, trying to keep my phone
steady with trembling hands. I had no idea what this cave contained, whether
it was safe, or what Hank and Gracie had stumbled upon. They never disobeyed
me. Maybe Grandma was right about turning back.
“They’ll be
fine. They’re strong creatures. Just try not to worry.”
“I’m
trying not to.”
Hank barked sharply, his call signaling to me that
he needed me. I rushed blindly into the cave, adrenaline coursing through me.
The sound of Grandma’s boots brushing against the cave floor echoed
behind me as she ran.
The flashlight beam caught something ahead, but the darkness obscured my view.
Upon closer inspection, I saw Hank and Gracie circling something on the
ground. Slowing down, I hoped it wasn’t an injured animal. As Grandma
reached the spot ahead of me, she gasped. I stood still, unable to take
another step. “Grandma, what’s going on? What is it?”
As
her gaze turned toward me, she said, “Not a what, but a who. It’s
a young woman, maybe 18 or 19 years old.”
“What?” I
rushed forward, closing the distance to the scene. I halted just behind
Grandma, who was kneeling beside an unconscious girl, curled up in a fetal
position, wearing a hospital gown. Hank and Gracie stood close by. Her long
strawberry blonde hair was a matted, tangled mess hanging over her face. Her
pale skin stood out in contrast to the bruises and deep red cuts all over her
arms, legs, and especially her bare feet. Pus oozed out of them.
Grandma
was in full-on doctor mode, checking the girl’s pulse, listening to her
breathing, and examining her numerous wounds. As she assessed the girl’s
condition, her eyes narrowed in concentration.
“Jesus,” I whispered. “Is she alive?”
“Her
pulse is weak, and her breathing is shallow, but she’s alive,”
Grandma confirmed, her focus on the girl. “Her body temperature is low.
It could be hypothermia. She’s wearing a wristband, but it’s not
from the hospital in town.” She turned to me. “Give me your
jacket. She needs to warm up.”
I removed my jacket and handed it to
Grandma, who carefully wrapped it around the girl.
“We need to get
her out of here and to my clinic immediately,” Grandma urged. “We
can’t carry her, and I need my medical van. You’ll need to keep a
close watch on her while I go get the van. Be prepared that you may have to
perform CPR if her heart stops.”
My jaw dropped slowly as the
weight of responsibility washed over me, sending a wave of anxiety coursing
through my body. The thought of performing lifesaving measures on someone was
terrifying. What if I screwed up? “I’m your bookkeeper. This is
beyond my capabilities,” I said, gesturing toward the girl. “I
can’t help her.”
“You can handle this. Besides,
we’ve trained many times on all emergency procedures.”
The
cave felt as if it were closing in around me. Memories of Grandma’s
first aid lessons flooded my mind, each one a jumbled mess of instructions and
distant recollections. I shook my head firmly. “No, I can’t do it.
What if she wakes up and sees some guy standing over her? You know I’m
not comfortable with people. She’ll probably freak out. Just let me go
get the van, and you stay here.”
Grandma looked at me, as if
weighing my suggestion, but her expression remained firm. “I understand
your hesitation, but she needs medical treatment immediately. You’ll
have to run to the house, Ethan. I can’t risk you having an asthma
attack. It’s better if I go.”
The thought of being alone with
an unconscious stranger filled me with anxiety. What if I made a mistake and
ended up making things worse instead of better? What if her injuries worsened,
and I wasn’t able to save her? Every rational part of me screamed at me
to let Grandma handle it. I had to be the one to get the van.
“I’ve hiked trails many times—maybe not up a mountain, but
I’ve covered long distances without an episode. Plus, I have my inhaler.
Please let me get the van, Grandma.”
She studied me for several
minutes, probably envisioning various scenarios and their likely outcomes.
After sighing, she relented. “All right. The keys to my van are in my
office in the top drawer on the right side of my desk at the clinic, not my
home office.”
I nodded and turned to leave but quickly faced
Grandma again. My gaze shifted to Hank and Gracie. Instead of coming with me,
they remained by the girl’s side. My brows furrowed in confusion. Why
had they tracked her in the first place, and why were they so protective of
her? Was it her injuries? The blood? The situation? It didn’t make
sense.
“Ethan, what’s wrong?” Grandma asked,
interrupting my thoughts.
I glanced at her before shifting my focus back
to my wolves. “Hank and Gracie,” I said. “It’s odd how
they’re behaving. They don’t even know this girl that
they’re trying so hard to protect.”
“We can figure that
out later. Right now, we need to get this girl to my clinic.” She waved
me away. “Go now and hurry back. Stay safe.”
“I
will.” I cast one final glance at Hank and Gracie before hurrying out of
the cave.

 

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 Laura Daleo
 Laura Daleo is an accomplished multi-genre author known for weaving
captivating tales across dark fantasy, urban fantasy, supernatural/paranormal,
sci-fi, and young adult fiction. Her acclaimed Immortal Kiss series showcases
her unique take on vampiric lore, reimagining the origins of vampires through
the lens of the Egyptian pantheon. Originally from San Diego, California,
Laura now calls Tucson, Arizona home, where she shares her life with her two
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