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Children’s Picture Book

Date Published: April 15, 2026

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Oh, Tal! Not Like That., a new book by autistic actor Tal Anderson and
award-winning Hollywood artist, Michael Richey White, is Book 2 in the Oh,
Tal! series for children.

Tal and the family cat, Winnie are once again taking on the world, and this
time, they’re doing it at school. Tal starts the school year off excited, but
quickly learns that in the classroom, they like kids to follow directions, and
to be the same, and do things uniformly. Tal has different ideas, however, and
classmates and teachers work hard to teach and model the “right way” to do
things.

In the end, they all learn a valuable lesson: that there are more ways than
one to get things done, and that expressing yourself authentically leads to
good things. Once again, Tal wins over hearts and confirms it’s okay to be
different, be yourself, and to follow your own path.

 

 

About the Author

Tal Anderson

Tal Anderson is a professional actor, filmmaker, and writer. She is an
advocate for change, using her voice and unique platform as an autistic actor
to support inclusion and authentic representation in front of and behind the
camera in Hollywood. She is best known for her work in the Netflix series
“Atypical” as Sid, but can also be seen and heard in many other productions
including, guest-starring in Season 5 of “Magnum P.I.” on NBC, and as the
English voice of Tina in the Disney Plus series, “Team Chocolate.” Tal has
always been a storyteller, and as a child could be seen constantly using her
FLIP video camera, or one of several hand-held voice-recorders to record every
day life, or her daily performances of stories/scripts she had made up or
written. It is this love of imagination that led her to acting and filmmaking
as an adult. “Oh, Tal! – Not Today,” is Tal’s first book. She lives in Los
Angeles with her cat Winifred, where they can both live their best lives and
be their true selves.

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The Man in the Middle Virtual Book Tour

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A Tapestry of Tangled Lives

 

Family Saga / Fiction / Based on True Lived Experiences

 

Date Published: April 6, 2026

Publisher: Serapis Bey Publishing, Arizona, US www.parulagrawal.com

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A story of human connection between twins, between lovers, between comrades in
war, set against the shadow of the evangelical religion and its judgments.”

Based on a childhood of shadowy secrets surrounding her parents’
marriage and the rigid judgment of the Evangelical religion, the author
attempts to find her truth. A work of historical fiction and romance, it spans
the era of WWII and beyond, weaving the story of her father, mother and aunt
(her mother’s twin sister). The unexpected twists and turns mirror those
of our own lives, and readers can empathize and identify with the
characters’ humanity as they struggle with their flaws. The power of
religious judgement is explored along with the strength and resilience of
individuals challenged by the ethics of life. This is also a fascinating study
of the complexities of being twins. With the strongest of bonds that
overwhelms their very different personalities, their love for the same man
creates a gulf between them that threatens their entire adult relationship. It
is also a story of a man and how he navigates his own journey after love and
loss. When his WWII experience takes him to countries he has never dreamed of
seeing, and opens him to the excitement of new cultures, he finds new meaning.
At the same time, his bonds to his comrades in arms and their shared
experiences of battlefield traumas leaves him with emotional scars. A story of
secrets and the power of love, the themes of self-doubt and second chances are
embedded in the narrative, along with the acceptance of one’s actions
following painful choices.

A story of human connection between twins, lovers, comrades during World War
11, families, and generational trauma, set across the United States and Europe
and against the shadow of the Evangelical religion and its judgments. A family
saga of secrets, shadows, and unspoken enduring love, and its impact across
three generations, based on a true story of lived experience. A work of
romantic, historical fiction, The Man in the Middle; A Tale of Tangled Lives
is based on the true story of the author’s parents. It follows their
youth in the early 1900s in US, through the years of WWII in Europe, and
after, and their lives as friends, lovers, parents, and elderly individuals.

This is a story of love and its many forms. There are no heroes or demons,
only people dealing with their humanity. Or maybe there are heroes: Luke, as
he navigates his life honourably and responsibly, while harbouring feelings
for more than one woman; Anna as she comes to terms with her selfish impulses
and attempts to overcome them; Pierrette, who recognizes and accepts that she
cannot give Luke the life he wants, and that their love is not enough.
Karoline is perhaps the true heroine of the book. A victim of the religious
beliefs she is trapped by, she finds it impossible to love herself. Instead,
she spends her life feeling inferior to her sister and undeserving of
Luke’s love. At Luke’s passing, she finally receives the
confirmation of her worth and her place as the love of his life.

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“Do you want to talk about it?”

 

“It’s over,” Anna said flatly. “Nils and I are getting married. Luke and I are finished …. All he said was ‘I don’t want an explanation. I want my ring back.’…. He stood there waiting, staring at me with repulsion. I handed it to him and he left. He hates me now and he doesn’t even know I’m pregnant.”

       

Her body dissolved into a mass of despair.

       

“I’ve made such a mess of everything!”

       

Karoline melted….. She grieved for her…. She could only try to reassure her.

       

“It’s done now, Anna. You’ve made your choice…..”

       

Karoline’s mind swirled in a maze of conflicting thought, one especially.

       

Who’s comforting Luke?

About the Author

Julie Lee Williams

“The author lives half-time in San Diego, CA, and half-time in a small village
in Southern France. This is her exploration of the unexplained secrets that
shadowed her childhood and the consequences that haunt all our choices.”

“I wrote this book to come to terms with my past. I wanted to understand
the people who raised me, through the fictional characters of Karoline and
Luke, who represent my parents and my mother’s twin sister, Anna, who
represents my aunt. My childhood was full of love, but as I watched the
individuals around me, I sensed a drama that excluded me. I knew my father had
been in WWII and experienced Normandy, the Battle of the Bulge and much more
during the four years he spent in Europe. The way he talked about the world he
had discovered there intrigued me and I knew there was more to tell, which he
never spoke about. My mother adored my father, but there was a tension in the
room when my aunt was present. A connection between my father and my aunt was
obvious despite their effort to hide it. Through the years, there were
inadvertent comments that hinted of a previous relationship between them, but
it wasn’t until the end of my father’s life that conversations
took place that enlightened me. I didn’t ask, but they each wanted to
tell their story, their truth about what happened. This book is my truth, my
experience in living with them and loving them. It is my attempt to honor them
by exploring their humanness and accepting that we are each a complex
entity.”

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US Western History/Jim Bridger, mountain man, fur trade, exploration,
American Indians

Date Published: 08-08-2025

Publisher: Farcountry Press

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The Life and Times of Jim Bridger, a new biography by Bill Markley, is a
well-researched work that brings to life the story of Jim Bridger, the
legendary mountain man, fur trapper, and explorer who played a key role in
shaping the American West. From guiding scientific expeditions to pioneering
vital emigrant routes like the Overland and Bridger Trails, Jim
Bridger’s name is etched into the very landscape of the American
frontier. Bridger’s contributions helped lead to the establishment of
Yellowstone National Park, the first national park in the world. His life was
filled with encounters with Native American tribes, fur traders, U.S. Army
officers, and remarkable adventures across the wild West.

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Bill Markley has established an enviable reputation as a western biographer.
His excellent new biography of Jim Bridger will only augment his status.
Crisply written and carefully researched this biography of the greatest of the
mountain men will both captivate and inform readers for years to
come. –Paul Hutton, author of The Undiscovered Country

 


Bill Markley has done it again with THE LIFE AND TIMES OF JIM BRIDGER. The
mythic mountain man comes to life in Markley’s biography and by the end you
will be ready to go West and discover for yourself the West of Jim
Bridger. –Stuart Rosebrook, editor-at-large, TRUE WEST magazine

 


Well researched and well told, Markley gives us a fresh look at one of the
giants of the American West. I believe he has captured the man and his
essence. —Bob Boze Bell, executive editor True West magazine

 


Bill Markley’s The Life and Times of Jim Bridger vividly captures the
adventures of a legendary mountain man whose courage, ingenuity, and deep
connection to the American West shaped a nation’s frontier. From fur
trapping to guiding emigrants, Bridger’s story is a testament to
resilience and cultural fluency, brought to life with meticulous research and
engaging prose.  — Jon Nelson, Board Director for the Museum of the
Fur Trade, Chadron, Nebraska

 


When the tall, genial Virginian Jim Bridger ventured West as a
“green” teenager in the early years of the fur trade, no one
predicted that he would become known as the legendary “old man of the
mountains.”   Packing his life with enough adventure for at least ten
mountain men, Bridger led beaver-trapping brigades, hunted buffalo, fought
hostile Blackfeet, married a Shoshone woman, mapped trackless wilderness,
guided the U.S. Army during Red Cloud’s War, and more.  Although
illiterate, he spoke several European—and Indian—languages.
Did Bridger really leave the grizzly-mauled Hugh Glass to die alone?
Markley delves deep into his subject’s extraordinary life. Wonderfully
illustrated with period maps and artwork, this book is for anyone who loves
true tales of the raucous fur trading era of the early nineteenth century.
Bridger once said, “Sir, the grace of God won’t carry a man
through these prairies!  It takes powder and ball.”  And
how.  –Nancy Plain, four-time Spur Award winner, past
president of Western Writers of America.

 

 

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Final Thoughts

During my two-year research of Jim Bridger, my respect for him

has grown. He accepted all people, no matter who they were. Only when

they turned on him would he treat them as enemies. He tried to stay out of

fights, but if one was unavoidable, he was in the forefront.

It’s a shame—and our loss—that he didn’t learn to read
and write. He was

intelligent, creating accurate maps from memory. He learned English, French,

Spanish, a variety of Indian languages, and was proficient in sign language.

After people read Shakespeare to him, he would quote passages from memory.

As to the Hugh Glass story, I believe Bridger was not the teenager who

deserted Glass. Historians have pointed to Bridger because of an 1839 article

that gave the young man’s last name as “Bridges,” based on
old riverboat pilot

Joseph LaBarge’s recollection, and tradition had it on the Missouri that
it was

Bridger. That’s it. When Alfred Jacob Miller sat around a mountaineer
fire

and jotted down the Hugh Glass story during the 1837 rendezvous, the first

name of the person Glass confronted was Bill. If Bridger had been the young

man who deserted Glass, I believe other mountaineers would have ribbed him

about it.

As to Bridger selling Fort Bridger to the Mormons, I don’t believe he
sold

it. He was an honest man, and to his dying day, he never said he sold it,
continuing to

attempt to collect his rental payment from the federal government.

Bridger’s descriptions of the Yellowstone geothermal region to
expedition

leaders and scientists led to its eventual exploration in 1871 by one of those
scientists,

Ferdinand Hayden. The following year, Congress designated it the

world’s first national park.

Jim Bridger was loved by many people, from children to generals. He was

well liked by many tribes. Most of his adversaries respected him. He enjoyed

nothing better than to be out in nature, preferring to sleep under the stars
than

in a tent. It would have been great fun to sit at a campfire and listen
to him tell

of his exploits and tall tales. He was a man in love with the West.

Toward the end of his life, Jim Bridger said, “I wish I was back there
among

the mountains again—you can see so much farther in that
country.”
 

About the Author

 Bill Markley

 Bill Markley, member of Western Writers of America and multiple winner of the
Will Rogers Medallion award, has written eleven books including biographies
and histories of Old West characters and events. He writes for True West and
Wild West magazines and is a staff writer for Roundup magazine.

 

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Mc Romance 

Date Published: June 19, 2026

Publisher: Changeling Press

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I’m losing the fight to protect my daughter from invisible
monsters. Cash may be our only hope.

Eliza – My daughter Lily’s plagued with mysterious injuries.
We’ve spent far too much time in the ER. Doctors push me away when I ask
for answers. Insurance denies our claims. Then Child Services decides
I’m the monster. I’m out of options — until Cash steps between us
and the people trying to tear us apart. He’s dangerous – a biker
and an ex-con. He’s also the first person who believes me. And that
might be the most dangerous thing of all.

Cash — Prison taught me to keep my head down, not get attached. Then
court-ordered community service puts me in a pediatric ward, where a terrified
little girl with a pink cast asks me to sing her to sleep. Lily isn’t
mine. Her mother, Eliza, isn’t my problem. Except the second I see the
system closing in on them, I know better. Eliza isn’t hurting her
daughter. She’s fighting for Lily with everything she has. But when no
one else listens, I bring in Kiss of Death, Haven, and every weapon we have
that doesn’t require blood on the floor. Yet the more I try to protect
them, the harder it is to pretend I don’t want them both.

 

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Copyright ©2026 Marteeka Karland

 

Cash

I returned to the pediatric ward two nights later, my mind still lingering on
the small girl with the pink cast. The mop bucket rattled ahead of me as I
pushed it down the corridor, the wheels squeaking against the polished floor.
I had finished my assigned section early, giving me a few minutes to check on
Lily. I told myself it was just curiosity, nothing more, but the memory of her
tears had stuck with me through my shift at the bar last night and the
following restless sleep. As I approached her room, I heard raised voices from
inside, the sharp tone of an adult argument cutting through the usual hospital
quiet.

I slowed my steps, not wanting to intrude on whatever was happening. The
hospital had strict rules about patient privacy, and I was already walking a
thin line by visiting a patient outside my cleaning duties. But when I
recognized Lily’s small voice rising between the adult voices, I found
myself moving forward again.

The door to room 416 stood partially open. I paused just outside, my hand
resting on the door frame. Inside, two women faced off across Lily’s
bed. One was clearly Lily’s mother, small and slight with the same
delicate features as her daughter, though hers were drawn tight with
exhaustion. Dark circles shadowed her eyes, and her brown hair was pulled back
in a messy knot looking like it had been hastily arranged. Despite her obvious
fatigue, her stance was defiant, her chin raised as she glared at the other
woman.

The second woman wore a crisp pantsuit and carried a tablet she occasionally
tapped. Her hair was styled in a severe bob, framing her face. She wore a
lanyard with an ID badge reading “Department of Child Services”
and “Mrs. Janet Winters.” My stomach dropped at the sight. I had
seen enough of them at Haven to know the conversation couldn’t be good.

“I have told Dr. Samson repeatedly. Lily bruises easily,” the
mother was saying, her voice tight with controlled frustration.
“I’ve been begging for more tests for over a year. But insurance
keeps denying the claims, and Dr. Samson says the symptoms aren’t severe
enough to warrant specialist referrals.”

“Ms. Jans,” the social worker replied, her voice clinical and
detached, “this is Lily’s fourth hospital visit in eight months.
The pattern of injuries is concerning. These bruises” — she gestured
toward Lily with her pen –”are consistent with grab marks.”

“Because I have to grab her when she falls,” Lily’s mother
— Ms. Jans — said, her voice cracking slightly. “She falls constantly.
She trips over nothing. Her legs just give out sometimes. If I don’t
grab her and she hits something, she could get hurt worse.” She rubbed a
hand across her face. “I work two jobs. I can’t afford the tests
Dr. Samson won’t order. I’ve researched online, I think she might
have –”

“Self-diagnosis from Internet searches is hardly reliable,” the
social worker cut in, writing something on her clipboard. “The fact
remains Lily presents with multiple unexplained injuries.”

“They’re not unexplained,” Ms. Jans insisted, her small
hands clenching into fists at her sides. “I’ve explained them
every single time.”

I shifted my weight, drawing the attention of both women. My gaze moved past
them to Lily, who lay quietly watching the adults argue over her. Her thin arm
was still encased in the bright pink cast, but now I could see more clearly
the pattern of bruises dotting her pale skin. They did look like fingerprints
in places, but something about the way they clustered didn’t feel right
to me. I’d seen plenty of abuse in my time, both as a kid and later when
women showed up at Haven. This felt different.

When Lily spotted me, her whole face transformed. The wariness vanished,
replaced by a smile that lit up her tired features. “Cash,” she
said, her voice rising with excitement. “You came back. Will you sing to
me again?”

The social worker’s head snapped toward me, her eyes narrowing as she
took in my appearance. Her gaze lingered on my MC cut, the Kiss of Death patch
prominently displayed on the leather. Her lips pressed into a thin line as she
looked me up and down, taking in the tattoos visible on my neck and hands.

“Sing?” Ms. Jans asked, looking between her daughter and me with
confusion.

“He has pictures all over his skin,” Lily informed her mother.
“And he sang me to sleep when you had to go talk to the doctors. He has
a pretty voice.”

The social worker’s stylus moved rapidly across her tablet, and I
didn’t need to see what she was writing to know it wasn’t good.

“Ma’am,” I said, addressing the social worker and keeping my
voice respectfully low, “I’m just the janitor. Part of the
community service program.” I gestured to my volunteer badge. “The
kid was crying alone in her room a couple nights back, so I sang her a lullaby
until a nurse could come.”

Ms. Jans looked at me with a mix of gratitude and new wariness. The circles
under her eyes looked even darker up close, and I noticed her hands were rough
and reddened, the nails clipped short.

“Thank you,” she said quietly. “I had to speak with the
doctor about her new medications. The nurses said they’d check on her,
but –”

“Budget cuts mean they’re always short-staffed,” I finished
for her, understanding all too well how systems failed the people who needed
them most. “Probably thought she’d sleep through you being
gone.” I glanced at the social worker. “Sounds like you got set up
to fail. They make you leave your child to go talk to the doc then fail to
stay with her.” I had no idea if I was right, but judging by the way the
social worker flushed, I was pretty close.

“And you are?” she asked, her gaze flicking meaningfully to my cut
again.

“Johnny Kingston,” I answered, deciding against offering my hand.
“Everyone calls me Cash.”

“Mr. Kingston,” she said, emphasizing each syllable as she wrote
my name down, “are you regularly alone with pediatric patients as part
of your community service?”

The implication in her tone made my jaw clench, but I kept my expression
neutral. Getting angry would only make things worse for Lily and her mother.

“No, ma’am,” I replied evenly. “I mop floors and
restock supplies. The door was open, and hospital security monitors the
entrance to all the pediatric rooms.” I pointed to where the camera
angled across the hall to be able to see the entry of this room and the room
next to it. “I stayed where the camera could see me at all times.
Besides, I just couldn’t leave a crying kid alone. Not without making
sure she hadn’t fallen or hurt herself in some way.”

Ms. Winters made another note, then turned back to Ms. Jans. “I’ll
be submitting my report to the department today. Given the circumstances,
we’ll be opening a full investigation. In the meantime, Lily will remain
here under hospital supervision until we determine the next steps.”

The color drained from Ms. Jans’ face. “You can’t keep me
away. She needs me here. She gets scared in hospitals.”

“Whether or when you can stay with the child will depend on the findings
of our investigation,” Ms. Winters replied coolly. “If you have
nothing to hide, you should welcome a thorough examination of the
situation.”

I watched as Ms. Jans seemed to shrink before my eyes, the fight visibly
draining from her small frame. I recognized the look too well. She knew her
guilt had already been decided. Likely because investigating deeper took
effort from an overworked system.

“Mommy?” Lily’s voice trembled slightly. “Are we going
home soon?”

“Yes, baby,” Ms. Jans said, but the tremor in her voice betrayed
her uncertainty. “As soon as the doctors say it’s OK.”

Ms. Winters tucked her tablet under her arm and moved toward the door where I
still stood. As she passed, she paused and lowered her voice.

“Mr. Kingston, I suggest you stick to your assigned duties. Your
association” — her eyes flicked to my cut again –”could
complicate matters for everyone involved.”

With her parting shot, Ms. Winters brushed past me into the corridor, leaving
the room several degrees colder in her wake.

Ms. Winters left the door open. The tension in the room thickened as Ms. Jans
turned toward me with the wariness of a cornered animal. She shifted to place
herself more firmly between me and her daughter. Her eyes, the same shade of
blue as Lily’s but hardened by worry, assessed me from head to toe. The
woman at Haven often gave men in the club they met for the first time the same
look.

“I should go,” I said, taking a step back toward the door. The
last thing this woman needed was another perceived threat in her life.

“No, stay,” Lily called out, her small voice surprisingly
authoritative for someone so tiny. “I want to show Mommy how you
sing.”

Ms. Jans’ gaze flickered between her daughter and me, her posture rigid,
hands still clenched at her sides. The protective instinct radiating from her
was almost tangible, a force field surrounding her child.

“Lily, Mr. Kingston probably needs to get back to work,” she said
carefully, her tone gentle with her daughter but her eyes still fixed warily
on me.

“Cash,” I corrected automatically. “Everyone calls me
Cash.”

“He made me feel better when you were gone, Mommy,” Lily
continued, ignoring her mother’s attempt to dismiss me. “I was
crying because I missed you, and he sang to me like you do. He has a pretty
voice, like the radio. He’s my new friend.”

Ms. Jans looked at her daughter, then back at me, reassessing. She nodded
slowly, some of the tension easing from her shoulders. “Thank
you,” she said quietly. “For being kind to Lily.”

I shuffled my feet, uncomfortable with the gratitude. “Anyone would have
done the same.”

“No,” she said with surprising firmness. “They
wouldn’t have. Most people don’t want to get involved.” She
ducked her head. “Or just don’t care.”

Before I could respond, Ms. Winters stepped back into the room, her tablet
still clutched to her chest like a shield. Her eyes darted between Ms. Jans
and me, clearly surprised to find me still there.

 

 

 

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Marteeka Karland is an international bestselling author who leads a double
life as an erotic romance author by evening and a semi-domesticated housewife
by day. Known for her down and dirty MC romances, Marteeka takes pleasure in
spinning tales of tenacious, protective heroes and spirited, vulnerable
heroines. She staunchly advocates that every character deserves a blissful
ending, even, sometimes, the villains in her narratives. Her writings are
speckled with intense, raw elements resulting in page-turning delight entwined
with seductive escapades leading up to gratifying conclusions that elicit a
sigh from her readers.

Away from the pen, Marteeka finds joy in baking and supporting her husband
with their gardening activities. The late summer season is set aside for
preserving the delightful harvest that springs from their combined efforts
(which is mostly his efforts, but you can count it). To stay updated with
Marteeka’s latest adventures and forthcoming books, make sure to visit her
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Young Adult / Coming of Age / Christian

Date Published: April 14, 2026

Publisher: Clay Bridges Press

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Most people don’t know quite what to make of Jay McGee. His
teammates call him “Mac Daddy” (’90s slang for a smooth-talking
ladies’ man). But Jay is nothing like that. In fact, he just doesn’t fit
neatly into any box—honors student, basketball player, church
kid—and he’s okay with that, as long as two people notice: Coach
Mays, the fiery perfectionist standing between Jay and his basketball dreams,
and Nicole Ellis, the cheerleader he’s secretly liked since sixth grade.

When Jay finally seizes a moment of boldness with Nicole, he steps into new
territory—only to discover her life is far more complicated than he ever
imagined. Maybe he should just focus on basketball. Except Coach Mays seems
blind to Jay’s potential, harping only on his flaws.

Caught between pressure, failure, and secrets no one talks about at Sunday
school, Jay is forced to wrestle with deeper questions—about who he is,
what he believes, and what it really means to be seen, to love, and to become
someone worth noticing . . . no matter what.

What makes it unique:

This book provides a practical way for teens to engage with difficult
questions and feel seen in the struggles they’re facing, while also
being educational and presenting hard truths everyone will have to wrestle
with. It helps the reader ask tough questions about who they are, who they
want to be, where they want to go in life, and who they want to bring along on
the journey.

The engaging characters and witty conversation pull in the reader and command
attention and focus. This is not a story that will be read and quickly
forgotten. Unlike generic “coming of age” books, No Matter What tackles the
struggles of adolescence with taste and decency, allowing the reader to think
and feel throughout the story without becoming unnecessarily uncomfortable or
awkward.

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We threw out and discussed a few more names, but my mind started to wander back to who I really liked. I got quiet for a few moments, then looked at John and asked, “What do you think about… Nicole Ellis?”

“She was my neighbor when I was in kindergarten through third grade, so I used to know her really well,” John replied. “She moved to a new house with her mom after her parents got divorced and switched elementary schools. I haven’t been around her much since we’ve been going to the same school again.”

Now I had to decide whether to play her off as just another name or to reveal what I was really feeling. “Well,” I stammered, “I’ve had a lot of classes with her the last couple of years. I think she’s pretty, um…” I gulped. “Solid.”

John stared out the window as he spoke, using the same tone he had for the last few names we brought out. “Yeah, she’s smart. And I think every guy has liked her at some point. I think that she’s…”

Our eyes finally met and he stopped. Suddenly he knew that she wasn’t just another name I was tossing out. I was breaking out of theory and the hypothetical and getting real. I averted my eyes and chuckled nervously.

After a few moments of awkward silence, John grinned. “So Nicole Ellis, huh? How long has this been going on?”

“Um, to tell you the truth,” I confessed, “probably most of the last five years. Especially the last year or so, since we’ve been in classes so much together.” Even though we’d never opened up about this type of thing before, I was sort of embarrassed my best friend didn’t know about something that had been weighing so heavily on my heart for so long.

John didn’t seem offended, just thoughtful. “I hear she’s a good girl,” he said, finally nodding his head in approval. “Kat still knows her pretty well. I don’t think she’s a big partier. She’s dated a few different guys, but she hasn’t gotten too serious with any of them.”

A feeling of relief came over me. Relief from getting this out to someone other than just Roger, from having John’s endorsement, and, I had to admit, from hearing a report on what she was like outside of school, something I realized in that moment I knew nothing about.

Relief turned into an outpouring of words. The dam of privacy and pride had been breached, and I told John everything—the first meeting in the cafeteria line, the way her smile made me feel then and now, how she had been kind to me when I still had my glasses, and how laughing with her in class was the highlight of my day. (I stopped short of telling him about the Letter, though. I was still trying to convince myself that it never happened.)

As I finished with all this gushing, all John could do was smile, but he wasn’t making fun of me. “Wow, you’ve really got it bad,” he said, shaking his head. “I don’t know what to tell you.”

One thing that made John a good friend is that he would never leave me hanging. I had opened up my heart to him, and, as hard as it was for him, he wasn’t going to leave me out there alone in my vulnerability. His eyebrows suddenly lowered as he looked down, deep in thought.

“Do you remember Rachel Mathis?” he asked. Sure, I remembered Rachel. She started attending my old church, where John still went, right before my family switched.

“The soccer player? Does she still go to Memorial Baptist?” Rachel was about an inch shorter than John, well-built and athletic, with light brown hair in tight curls cut just above her shoulders.  I thought she was cute when I met her, but I hadn’t gotten a chance to get to know her.

“Yeah, she still goes most of the time.” John was back to mumbling through his teeth. “I tutored her in math a little bit last spring. She had a boyfriend at the time, and it kind of pissed him off. Nothing was going on, but it did help me to get to know her better.”

“So are you telling me you like her?” 

John let out an exasperated sigh, fighting to open up and admit to me—and maybe to himself—for the first time that he really did like someone. “I mean, yeah, I guess. She works hard, stays in shape, gets good grades, and we go to church together. She smiles at me a lot, but it never seems like she’s smiling about how quiet I am or anything. And, uh…” (for some reason this last part seemed to pain him to most to say out loud) “I like her hair.”

I couldn’t help but laugh. Then he started laughing, too. It was the kind of cathartic laugh that only two best friends who understood the unspoken context around a situation could have. We were awkward and we were clueless, but we knew we were safe with each other.

 

 

About the Author
Stephen Suffron
Stephen Suffron is a dad and longtime pastor, currently serving at First
Baptist Church in Denison, Texas. He loves telling stories that connect people
across generations through humor and biblical truth. No Matter What began as a
short story for a college class and was later expanded into a novel to help
guide his own teenagers through high school. Steve and his wife have been
married for more than twenty years and are raising four children together.

 

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