THE FOCUS FACTOR.
Here lately I seem to have lost my focus. I cannot focus on what I need to be doing, paying bills, writing my review, or just writing in general. I will sit at the computer and stare willing the words to appear on the screen, but nothing happens. I guess I have too many things going on around me to focus on any one task. I try to help with the house work while Mom Is taking care of my Grandmother now that she is home. Grandma still has a long way to go in her recovery, she still cannot walk yet or use her left arm, but she is getting feeling back. This says that the brain is trying to make new pathways and going around ny damage. The other day they say that she kicked her left leg, because something was bothering her and she kicked it off the bed. This was great news!
Also I cannot seem to focus, because now I am seeing a cardiologist to find out what was causing my chest pains back in January, and February. I have to go in next week to do a nuclear stress test on Wednesday, and a sonogram on Thursday. Maybe we can get this resolved and I can focus on something else. Also work has been crazy, and my knee pain has been worse since I stepped wrong and popped it.
I know things will fall into place and I will get back to writing posts more often, I just have to be patient and let it take its course. I guess I could also change my environment and go to the library, or Starbucks in Barnes & Nobles and write. Maybe that will jumpstart the writing juices. For now I will take it one step at a time and just write about random things, and write my reviews a few days after I read the book. So for now I will go to bed and let my brain rest. I will talk with you later.